was reading about my beloved and only love, Kamijo, and had completely forgotten that he was married ... yep .. Kamijo, Lareine vocal Versailes current .. force is blond and blue eyes with lips synthetic but so beautiful and natural you feel like biting * ¬ * was married, but ... woman ... died. Yep, died, and something that relates to what I had written before Mrs. Kamijo U_U died of leukemia ... and Kamijo was left completely alone and depression ... U_U and list everything. Many know Kamijo but not so much .. I will tell you so. Lareine Kamijo in every song had a story, these songs were related to a fairy tale that it created between Charlotte and Jeremi Lilie, two people who loved that niger crimson shade. As the minutes passed, the dusk is increasingly being perceived closer. This was what began to worry the girl was walking alone along a continuous path through the heart of the forest. Her name was Lillie Charlotte
. She had spent the period of childhood innocence long ago, and was at the delicate age where the first steps to become a woman. She was not typically beautiful, but her long hair was perfectly straight, as impressively slender line of her back, if she should be described in one word, it would be graceful. Even so, in large emerald green eyes, long dark abode, as a thought. Anyway, the reason for Lilli
ents by a young ... The man's name was Florence's Jargar Jéremie
was taken immediately - be deeply enchanted by this man was something quite natural. If he had been charmed by Lillie
, then imagine that this story could be set to any typical love story. Anyway, the woman who
Jéremiewas eyeing was in no way Lillie. Even then, Lillie If only I'd had the courage preassuring with another that was not it was something like trying to swallow a water happiness with pain and agony in the middle. It's just a matter of time before the water is dissolved away and the agony is absorbed into your heart. That pain in small amounts can be good, but if it builds up and ignored, with no intention of being released earlier than expected and jealousy focuses born. Jealousy distort and defile the mind should be pure love. For Lillie , this could not continue. She decided to go through this love, and before that only continue to be with Jéremie , she preferred to protect the feelings she had for him. That resolution was the issue that changed the way we live Lillie . Throughout her life she had no compassion for anyone, from an early age - as you choose to speak - his life was full of woe. Pain, suffering and sadness were all connected, words such as "destination" "future," jumping over and over again from his heart. Even having dreams, she did nothing to make them happen, just let go with the flow. She thought that this would not be free until the day of his death. Anyway, Jérémie know brought a change to Lillie. Jérémie loving she became a little stronger, gaining the power to deal with what was in his own heart. Clear the feelings of desire to be next to Jer
do not know if I'm doing right or doing wrong.
I do not want to hurt you, but I do not want to do it to me.
Now my life is surrounded by fog and did not do so well as to disperse, so I have little doubt that many will surely fill millions of lives.
been so long not even know what I feel, but want to dispel those doubts know that's what's really inside of me, and for that I must go alone, to be with myself, to talk about myself, and able to clear the fog that covers only my life.
I know I'm missing something that I will not be able to recover as easily as it sounds but I can not do otherwise, ne need to ask what and who do not understand.
But you can not understand everything I am, no one can fully understand what is the other, and I would still like to try to understand, because this will help me and help.
Well you can not have everything in life, and that's the truth. So I have no more words to say because I do not find as saying them.
I have grief, fear, nonconformity and some misunderstanding about me. I am a person too volatile, depressive and non-existent, like a ghost or fear gives to others, if only it could be part of something I entiría.
When is a child, most often it is to do what parents want for one, studies, full life 100% successful, but ... happens when you try to ignore them, kill your own illusion of life? I have done just that, because if they did not know where to go, but instead of achieving stability found the gap completely consuming my feet .. and feels horrible, how do they say then? How to explain what they thought was right only ruin the happiness of your child? It hurts to sayand it hurts to hear it.
live in delusion, lost in penalty ... in a horrible desire to die as soon as possible to stop feeling the emotional invalides eats all your days ....
and lack so little to end the agreement and duty of parents to educate their children, only a test which might give me the tools necessary to find once and for all the emotional stability I need ... is just that ... take it as a weapon to build another bridge over forward, and this time stable.
Anyhow, I regret to have to hate this path to take next. Mary